Have you ever looked up at the stars in the sky? If so, and if you're interested, I suggest going a place with no city lights so they don't blur out the sky, so that way, you can see it without all the light pollution.

(I read things about stars and they're way cooler now.)

I have some strange feeling going on right now, as if I can decide when, where, whatever, how an event or something will occur, something is going on, I think. Hopefully, nothing serious.

That is what you came for, correct?

Eventually I'll find the key to immortality, there are animals who can regrow cells who can regenerate their limbs, perhaps I someway in the future can find a scientist or somebody to help me with this.

This is going to sound a little over the top, but being brought into the curse called life only to have it have a painful end and eventually die, the sperms in your sack are going to die as well, which are also life if you think about it, life is a terrifying yet interesting cycle, I need to find a way to immortality somehow, and if I do not, I'll suffer the same fate as everyone else.

Just a simple random post.

I've been having dreams of trumpets and mysterious prophecies, help me.

Meh.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V8xpKcGgsB4

Listen to some music in the meantime, reality is constantly crumbling and rebuilding itself.

I seriously can't take this anymore, writing on some website about my struggles like everybody else, but wouldn't some of you do the same? I'm only 14 and I have to deal with this annoying shit at my "home", I can't take it anymore, I don't want to snap, but it's getting to the point, and I really don't want this to happen, sure, I can make people laugh, but that isn't even right. Because listen to me.

In this world, everything is morbid, surreal, and bizarre, and I have a feeling I am something important, but I'm so tired of my mother always blaming me for shit, and all this, yet my last post was about inspiration and audacity, I seriously don't have the inspiration and audacity left in me, I hope to recover it soon, usually, some person will stop by and comment "Attention Whore" or they'd try and be funny and clever, well you know what.

Fuck you.

Just like the subject title says "I'm losing it", you may ask why I'm "losing it", it's may be personal business but please help me out here, I want to animate but I can't because all this stress, and motherfucking school, I'm only 14 and I have to put up with this, I don't think anyone should have to suffer anything like this, I give my condolences to those who suffer worse, and no, I'm not going to kill myself, I'm not a pussy, I have the guts to do it, but screw that.

So if you're reading this on the internet.

You're a good person for hearing me complain about my life, even though I know others have it worse.

- MelonKid